Friday, April 24, 2009

और आग बरसाओ अरुण...


और आग बरसाओ अरुण,
बस इतने में खूँ नही खौलता मेरा.

तेरी अग्नि की बारिश से
जब धरा दहक सी जाती है
मेरे अन्दर की वितृष्णा
तब हल्के से मुस्काती है।

इस दुनिया की ये निष्ठुरता,
हर ओर व्याप्त संघर्ष प्रखर,
निज दाह धर्म को किस कारण
मुझपे कम करना चाहोगे...

और चाहो फ़िर भी क्या होगा,
तेरे ठंडे होने पर भी
ये किरणें तेरी इन्द्रधनुष
बन कर मुझपर गिरने पर भी,

मैं सना पसीने के रस में,
अपनी संघर्ष की बारिश में,
तेरी कोमल सद्किरणों का
वह स्वाद नही ले पाऊंगा।

तो और आग बरसाओ अरुण।
खौलाओ मेरा लहू और।
और फेंको मुझपर अग्नि वाण।
दहकाओ मेरा कनक मान।

बस इतने में खूँ नही खौलता मेरा.




Sunday, April 5, 2009

Porn


The only thing which you loathe a moment after you have enjoyed it, and blame it to the hormones... :P

Friday, April 3, 2009

गुलाल.. Acute nihilism juxtaposed with sickenin' infatuation.


No, this is not a movie review. And I dunno how to review a movie either. I normally blog about anything that impresses me, or better put, disturbs me.
And this time its Gulaal.

Anurag Kashyap seems to be a right successor of Hrishikesh Mukherjee. But while the later's movies were politically-correct-thought-provoking-middle-of-the-road-genre, AK's movies take a darker turn.
This is natural succession, and Gulaal after devD confirms this.

Throughout the movie, one witnesses violence, gory picturization, swears and slangs. But not in a single frame are they unnatural. Every single adult viewer of India would have anticipated a derogatory slang where they have been actually put.

This movie is one of those cases in which you have to see more than what actually meets the eye.
Let us take a few of the characters of Gulaal, which are very symbolic and highly prone to getting no attention at all to the normal 'karan-johar-subhash-ghai' genre movie watcher.

Let's talk about the half blue colored guy, whom kay kay menon calls ardha naarishwar in a frame. I felt a very imposing presence of this guy in the movie. He actually represents the juxtaposition of power and deceit.
Now this is Anurag's interpretation of Male and Female in the movie, and he isn't wrong. The power of Dukkey banasa and the deceit by Kiran lead to the downfall of Dilip; and thus from the very beginning of the story, we get a hint of the actual villains.

Let's talk about Prithvi Bana. He is the second most mysterious character. His bold verbal aggresiveness earns him a couple of slaps from kay kay, and a lot of thoughts from the viewers. The spoof of 'Sarfaroshi ki tamanna' ain't funny. But it hurts.
And it hurts everybody, not because of its irony, but its truthfulness.

Throughout the movie, Prithvi appears to be the most sensible guy, who knows everything, but still can't do anything. Why? The rein of Power is in Dukkey's hands. So he irritates Dukkey, but the base intention is to wake him.

And then, the guy with a flute. Remember the guy with a mirror in Delhi 6? While in the later, the protagonist Abhishek explains to all what that mirror guy tried to convey, Anurag Kashyap leaves the interpretation of the presence of the flute guy to us.
Indian Cinema has crossed a milestone in abstract picturization, and well, abstract characters like this make m e want more from Anurag and directors of his genre... Unfortunately not many, I guess...

Then we have Anuja, who wipes off the word 'nihilism' written on the blackboard, the day she returns to teach in the class after gettin ragged by the students.
This sheer act of rubbing carelessly celebrates the definition of nihilism, as she himself has accepted the world of negative utopia, and is now not concerned with enlightening the people with any kind of sincere knowledge about nihilism itself.

Dukey (Kay Kay Menon). He is a very very complex character. With Madhuri(Maahi Gill) as his kept, he throws a darker shade to his already power driven strong character. But he talks sensible, and its disturbing to see him die in the end of the movie.

Kiran... Well, this character is one of the rarest in Indian cinema, and I appreciate AK for the way he develops this character. I could identify this bitch with someone. But then, most of us will definitely identify this character to someone we know.
And someone we know quite personally.

And at last, Dilip. He stands taller among the talls in the movie. With a great character build up, we gradually get a hang of why a shy, coward, politically correct, ideal student develops into a determined murderer.
His strangely insane love for Kiran might be undigestable for some, but those who have tasted the flavour of infatuation would definitely understand why he falls for the bitch so intensely, and shakes the roots of his very own well wishers. (Though no one was his well wisher, btw. Not even his own dad, to be true.)

There are other characters like Bhaati, Ranvijay, and the main villain Karan, who have been very instrumental in progressing the story and leading it to its gory end.

I could also find a resemblance of this movie's story to the epic, Mahabharat. While in Mahabharata, Karna ( yes, Karan has actually been inspired from Karna) is the illegitimate child of Kunti. (yeah yeah, I know the nonsense crap of the Sun god makein Kunti pregnant coz' of her sheer curiousity about a certain blessing). Here, we have Karan as the illegitimate child of his Highness... In both the stories, there is a fight for the throne.

In Mahabharat, Karna loses.
But in gulal, Karan wins. He's no saint, but then who is in gulal? None.

Kudos to Anurag Kashyap. You have taken realistic cinema with abstract picturization to a much higher level.
But the expectations have also risen now.


Alec.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

okay, enuf of this despo feeling. Let's talk something different.




मेरा कंप्यूटर repair होके कब आएगा???

Miss you, Elika.

I miss you, Elika. Walking with you side by side was such a delight for me. I didn't play the game 'Prince of Persia 2008' coz' I got to be a prince in it, but coz' it made it possible to talk to you.
The war between the Gods Ormazd and Ahriman was all your fight, and I just came all the way from the deserts to help you.
And I helped you with the mighty powers and the little brain I had been bestowed with. A jerk as I am, I always flirted with you. But you always replied sensitively to all my senseless talks...

Running with you side by side, to defeat the monsters, the Alchemist, the Warrior, the Concubine and the Predator, I always knew that this was gonna be the first game I would ever complete in my life.
Coz' I wanted to be with you till the end of the game.
And when in the end you died, and the credits followed, I was extremely unhappy. But surprisingly after that I got a chance to resurrect you, even if it meant that the devil God Ahriman would be freed, and the entire battle would be undone.
But I did that for you.
And the irony is that even after resurrecting you, the game ended, and you were dead again.

Miss you, Elika.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I want to own a Dog.


I want to own a dog.
I'll call it Love.
It will be always with me, but would understand that I might need to be alone some times.
It would come to me when I call it, and would always come to me when I call it.
It would demand biscuits and bones.
And I will give it the biscuits and the bones.
It will be angry at me sometimes.
But it will still have faith on me.
And It will forget all the grievances if I would apologize to it sincerely.
It would make sure that I take good care of it.
I would make sure that I take good care of it.
When I am down, it would help me cheer up again, and help me restore my faith on myself.
It would never leave me for a better master.
I would never leave it for a better dog.

And finally, It would appreciate my love for it, and it might loiter around with other dogs or masters, but at the end of the day, it would come back to me.

I want to own a dog.
But its a pity they don't allow one to keep a pet here at the hostels...




Alok.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Pistol in an encountered Radiologist's hands. Are you happy, Raj?


Rang de basanti and Wednesday were more than mere bollywood movies. They actually hit the much needed spark in some of the non-eunuchs of our society. Guided or misguided, they rose, and tried to change something. Were the successful? No.

Imagine this. Rahul, a boy next door of Patna is an average youth. He gets a diploma in Radiology, and one fine day, goes to a big city called Mumbai for a walk in interview. And 22 days later, is encountered by the Mumbai Police for supposedly threatening the life of a number of bus passengers, shouting "Jai Bihar, Jai Patna", also being alleged that he was gonna kill some bigshot guy called Raj Thakeray.

Sounds feasible? Yeah, Biharis are unpredictable. Back in Bihar, they play with rifles and pistols like toys, you know.
Okay, lemme make something clearer here. This Rahul belonged to a typical middle class family, with no political connections and no criminal history.
They called him the 'Prince' of the mohalla for his subtle and gentle nature.

Still sounds feasible? Okay, let's suppose that this actually happened, which it did, actually. Now the big question is,
"WHY??"
What forced Rahul to become a mass life threatening gunman?
What forces a youth to take a revolver in the pen holding hand?
Revenge.

Now, what sort of revenge did Rahul want to take?
Revenge to the INSULT of hundreds of Biharis in their own country. Maharashtra (literally, the great land), can not tolerate the Bihari people occupying their job positions. 'THEIR' job postions.

Wtf, dude.


If I am an unemployed guy, I would definitely want to work. Work anywhere in my country. Who the hell are you to stop me from workin in this part of India or that part. I have a constitutional right to move, settle and work in any normal part (by normal, I mean not ethnically preserved) of my country.
So, shut the fuck up, and mind your business. And lemme give the interview and lemme get the job and lemme feed my family. I might not be as rich andd powerful as you, and i don't aspire to be one. But I want to live, and I have to work in order to live.
And I don't need no passport or any fuckin permission from any political freak.



May be this was the message that Rahul Raj wanted to give to Raj Thakeray. All he was trying to do was to get some media attention, so that the meek voice of a common man reaches the power zones.

And what he got were two bullets in his head, and two bullets in his chest.

Readers of this post, think.
And comment what you feel.



Alok Kumar,
IIT Kharagpur.