Didn't know what love means. Don't know the meaning still. Wikipedia says...
'As an abstract concept love usually refers to a strong, ineffable feeling towards another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual.'
But this definition is crap. Coz it sounds more like that for an infatuation.
Was I in love?
Or infatuation?
Or a mere feeling of opposite gender attraction.
I dunno.
But surely would love to know. No, would like to know.
We should not use words whose meanings we don't know. Its like deceiving the listener/reader.
Anyways, I wonder. I wonder what makes a person like a person, who also likes the former, but still they can't be together, just because serious commitments freak off the second person.
There has to be some bottleneck in this theory.
What is a serious commitment? Don't we like to have someone who cares about us to be around us? At least, I would like to have someone who cares about me. Coz' that would make my life a lil easier.
And I believe man does every thing in this world to make his life easier.
Anyways, I learnt about human relations a lot in the last few days. And that has made me all the more confused now. I think I would be researching on this after I get out from this place. IITs are bad places. They either suck the brain out of you or overstuff the brain with useless information. In any case, the end is a compromise.
Okay, now I know what a hangover is. But this hangover will take sometime to be done away with. Just another peaceful sleep won't do anything to it.
I have got no one to blame. It was me who chose this path for myself.
And I never regret.
Alok Kumar
27 Sept. 2008
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2 comments:
Dunno how n WHY time pushes us into such situations in which we have to anlayse the things/feelings what word one can use....??
luved the "like/love part specially!!"
Went thru ur work makes me wonder why this world is not full of people who can actually just Love,not spending hours thinking about it,trying to define it ??
or is it just the thinkings that make it so vague ??
Your last line is the answer to your first line.
Yes. These analysing thinkings are reason why time pushes us into such situations.
I 'like' love. or better put, I respect love. Coz' the actual love is so pure and genuine. Its so white and ethereal that it just cant be defined by the worldly words like infatuation, passion, desire, sex or romance.
Temme. How many times have you masturbated thinkin' bout your crush?
And how many times for some porn star like Terra Patrick?
Think about it. Tht's the difference.
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