Get the fuck outta my life, will you ???

I hate you.
Why don't you understand this? Do you have any idea how hard it was for me to learn how to hate you? You can't imagine how it feels to switch over from love to hatred.

But i can. For, i have experienced it. Its not easy, and each time i see you, this battle of love and hatred tears me apart.

Do you like to see me getting tormented? Do you get thrills by watching me loose my normal senses when i see you? If not, then why do you keep appearing before me everyday, and making my life all the more difficult? Can't you leave me alone? With my friends, my assignments,myself ???

Is it necessary for you to put me in a dilemma of my response towards you? I don't miss you anymore in the classes, nor do i feel lonely when not with you. Then why do u make me feel my loneliness, by standing in front of me, and talking to other ppl?

They say, the antonym of love is not hatred, but indifference. Rightly said. But very wrongly placed. Being indifferent to a person who was once very special to you is like an ultimate torchure. Why don't you take pity on me and leave me alone ???

It is my humble request to you. I am not over you yet, and am constantly trying to do so.
Seeking help for that was never the objective of this post, but at least don't make things difficult for me, Please ...

After all, i am only human,
and you used to be my first love.

Can't you understand?

Argh, Whom am i talking to....